My memories..
Going back to few years back..
Back to four years ago..when the first time i met him..
This year..i thought..perkara lama akan berulang..since he looks pay attention to me before ramadhan..
Once..i think i'm wrong..!! Totally difference..!! Four years is too long..and people change with times..i forgot everything about him..yes..i do forgot..
How hurted it is..till i can't cried..but deep inside..a big scars there..i cant do anything..and dont know how to overcome with this feeling..!!
It hurt me a lot..!!
Allah..please..please send me your guidance..who can guide me to your way...I do not want to leave in this bad feeling inside..
Friday, July 25, 2014
Saturday, July 5, 2014
Ramadhan 1435H..!!
08 Ramadhan 1435H / 05 July 2014
@0500 - office..
Alhamdulillah..masih ada kesempatan bagiku untuk berada pada hari ke-8 dibulan Ramadhan ini..sudah seminggu berpuasa rupanya, masa yang berlalu tak sedar bila diri sibuk dengan situasi tanggungjawab baru..yang baru saja dipikul dalam beberapa bulan ini..tahun ini adalah tahun pertama aku berpuasa sebagai seorang pekerja..!! Dalam kesibukan dan keletihan, peluang untuk membuat amal semakin berkurangan..concentration terganggu..(yelah..kalau dah xnak buat, macam-macam alasan..!)
Minggu sebelum puasa..my mind has something to rewind back a few years before..hmm..4 years ago, where i belong to be for a while..even it was a short time, but for me..for some reason, that was a beautiful memory..walaupun berkali-kali hati ini cuba menipu diri bahawa aku langsung xingat kenangan itu..and what i feel, has been told to AR..he looks happy when I said, I was remember it..!!
Ya..it is 4 years ago..and we haven't met each other as time goes by..and even now we are separated about 30 minutes drive from each other, we didn't have a right time to met..and yes of course, with my work condition..he know that I am really tired to hang out after works..so many things to remember..I miss that moment..!! Even sometimes I am hoping it will happen again..
@0500 - office..
Alhamdulillah..masih ada kesempatan bagiku untuk berada pada hari ke-8 dibulan Ramadhan ini..sudah seminggu berpuasa rupanya, masa yang berlalu tak sedar bila diri sibuk dengan situasi tanggungjawab baru..yang baru saja dipikul dalam beberapa bulan ini..tahun ini adalah tahun pertama aku berpuasa sebagai seorang pekerja..!! Dalam kesibukan dan keletihan, peluang untuk membuat amal semakin berkurangan..concentration terganggu..(yelah..kalau dah xnak buat, macam-macam alasan..!)
Minggu sebelum puasa..my mind has something to rewind back a few years before..hmm..4 years ago, where i belong to be for a while..even it was a short time, but for me..for some reason, that was a beautiful memory..walaupun berkali-kali hati ini cuba menipu diri bahawa aku langsung xingat kenangan itu..and what i feel, has been told to AR..he looks happy when I said, I was remember it..!!
Ya..it is 4 years ago..and we haven't met each other as time goes by..and even now we are separated about 30 minutes drive from each other, we didn't have a right time to met..and yes of course, with my work condition..he know that I am really tired to hang out after works..so many things to remember..I miss that moment..!! Even sometimes I am hoping it will happen again..
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