These few weeks I become more sensitive when I can't called my mom..
Cause of the few things happen..that really make me sad..
Then got some news that something wrong goes to my health..
Actually I did told my sister..but she just worried for a while..
After that, she never asked me more..all the thing she did is just wants me..
To borrowed my ears to heard to her stories..
At first I just felt really upset..but after thinking it on rational ways..
I become more calm..since what I can thinks is..
Just want to have my family live in happiness..
I might cannot be a good daughter to my parents..
but if I need to sacrifice my happiness, I'll do it..
if that can make all of family members feel happy..
feel calm when I'm borrowing my ears to them..
when I just being a supporters to them..
All the thing I do is just for them..
I will..I will make them happy..
At the end of my life, I just hoping that they will leave happy ever after..
and I'll become their unforgotten memories..
The first things in human creatures..
Allah has already decided our fate, soulmate, death and fortune..
Only Allah knows better of us..
As this is my precious time, I'll try my best..
we don't know when and where a time to back to Allah..
hope mom, brothers, sister will live well and getting a bless from Allah..
sincerely,
A loneliness person.
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